DEVOTION
The Day God Hugged Me
By Laura J. Bagby
CBN.com Sr. Producer
CBN.com
- After enduring a series of emotionally draining weeks, feeling unloved and
in need of reassurance, I cried out to the Lord, "I know that You say that
You love me, but I don't KNOW that You love me. God, help me understand that
You really do love me." I was desperate to understand this simple concept
that kept confounding me.
I knew that God loved me from an intellectual standpoint. I knew that He
would think well of me when I did right and would somehow tolerate me when
I did wrong. But somehow I couldn't understand the unconditional love that
the Bible says defines my Lord and Savior, the kind that doesn't have strings
attached, the kind that doesn't depend on good behavior or a perfect report
card.
For about a week, I prayed that prayer going to and from work. Then one particular
day, I came home feeling very harried. I struggled to get the groceries in
from the car and remain pleasant to my neighbor Tiffany and her 4-year-old
son Jaelon, who were preparing to leave.
And then it happened.
After several trips to the house, I was finally down to my last few bags
of groceries. I was heading for the door, when I heard little Jaelon ask in
his gentle voice, "Can I give you a hug?"
I was flabbergasted that a child who didn't even know my name, who had never
spent time at my house, who I had passed day after day without saying "hello"
wanted to hug ME. Who am I that I deserve a hug?
Despite my initial hesitancy, deep down I was thrilled. I actually couldn't
wait to get hugged! So I put my groceries down, walked over to that sweet
little boy, knelt down, and received God's wonderful blessing.
It was so simple, and yet such a pure act of love. A hug from a little child
-- no pretense, no hidden motives. Just a kid who saw a worried adult struggling
and figured a hug would make it all better.
And he was right. I could barely fight back the tears of joy as I contemplated
that brief gesture of acceptance. I quickly realized God had just answered
my prayer in the most tangible and personal way.
If you need His touch, as I did, ask the Lord to show Himself to you. And
then, wait expectantly for His outstretched arms to bring you comfort, safety
and provision.
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